Some Things Just Wont Change

Have you ever thought of changing something in your life? You tried really hard to change it but it just end up being the same. I have tried to change quite a lot of things in my life. Some were a success while others were a failure. Sometimes i really feel like giving up on the things i can't change because it's just like i'm wasting my time. As an example, a person's feeling. Do you think you can change a person's feeling towards someone? Logically we can but not everyone can do so. It's quite hard to change something in life.

"Some things are capable and possible to change" but i don't really agree with this statement as i don't seem to have changed the things i wanted the most to be different. Maybe if i tried again and again, someday it would be different. Do u think changing something in life is possible?

What's Life?

Here i am again with my wonderful tales of life. It really hard to explain what is in one's life. So many unexpected happenings awaits a person. We can't escape from it neither ignore it. It's faith in one's life. Some of them would bring joy and happiness to a person while some of them would bring misery and sorrow to one's heart. I have experienced many of this thing called "faith". It's really hard to imagine that the thing we didn't want it to happen actually do happens but takes a long period of time.

This sort of thing that happens are such as the loss of the relationship with friends when we were small. As we grew older, they or even we will forget one another. It's really a heartbreaking experience in my life. However, you can't cry over split milk in life as nothing changes after it has happen already. A strong will to carry on without them is the best solution to this situation. To be honest with you i myself have encountered with this situation and managed to continue my life with no regrets.

What else can we call as faith then? Have you ever realised that you used to call some people our best friends? How can they be called as our best friends then? Is it related to something that they do to us in life that made us better? Maybe this isn't the way we should think of a person in life. I wouldn't be choosy when it comes to being friends with a person (boy/girl). I would welcome my new friend with warm hands because i know that being a friend is better than being an enemy.

I have always dreamed of meeting a girl in my life who is my true love. Most people say your true love will appear someday. But is it really possible to happen? I don't think that there is such thing as true love. It is true because we think that it is true. Maybe we should sit down and relax a little sometimes to calm our thoughts and minds. It could be a way to solve our pressure in life especially for a person like me. Most of my relatives and even my family say this to me about having relationships " It isn't the right time to have one now, you should focus on your goal in life first.. " So i asked myself this question everytime " Is it wrong to have a relationship now? " I think they just want what is best for me in life so i won't be regretting later on...

How To Solve This Problem?

Maybe it isn't only me but most of the people in the world are facing the same problem as me. What is the problem then? I have a love problem. I keep falling in love with girls.. -.-'' I can't help myself from not doing so. Maybe they are too attractive to me. Or maybe there's a story behind it. What should i do then? Find a girlfriend? Don't talk often to girls? I'm stuck in a middle of a road calling for help but no one's there..

The 2nd problem is finding a girlfriend. It's really difficult to find or meet a girl who cares for you or love you. I really envy those who are in a love relationship. Because i don't know how these people started as a couple and last very long. I really admire my friends who are a couple until today.. I may not be an expert in love relationship but i have a really good advice to all couples.. Treasure your loved ones always and never make them lose faith on you. Do what is right and don't think about the wrongs.. I wish you all the best!! ^^

Have You Ever Experienced This?

It's like this... If someone gives you a present for your birthday or any other events that happenned in your life, will they ask you back for the present? Obviously they won't, don't they? The present is a sign of appreciation or sincerity that comes from the heart. What will you do if they ask the present from you? Will you give them back? Or will you say no? How would you feel then? I would feel so pissed and angry to have such a friend in life. They don't even deserve to be called a friend. More like an idiot in life who does not think before taking any action. For those who haven't experience this before, my advice to you is " Beware whenever you are accepting something no matter from whom " . You always think wisely before accepting something or you will have to face the consequences when something bad happens to you. Don't be greedy in life. Learn to be thankful with what you have and this will bring good to you. I assure you...

My 18th Birthday

It has been almost a week since my birthday ended. But the memories that i experienced throughout my birthday is never forgettable. This year was the best among the previous years. I ate a total of 3 cakes this year.

The 1st was from my previous schoolmates. I was invited to the Green Box Karaoke by them. At 1st i thought it was just a gathering, as we used to sing together at the karaoke. However i was really surprised that day when they played the " Birthday Song " for me. Out of any of my expectations, a birthday cake approaches my very eyes. I felt so touched and happy that they remembered my birthday as well as gave me a cake. The cake was fantastic! It was really delicious and mouth watering. I was truly thankful to them for giving me such a wonderful time on my birthday... So THANK YOU!! ^^

The 2nd was from my schoolmates which is also the school which i'm studying now that is Bandar Tun Hussein Onn 2. This is really a perfect school for form 6. Anyway as i was saying, i was in the class with my Maths T teacher, Pn.Eng that day. Till my teacher kept saying she was cold and wanted to turn off the fans. But i told my teacher i was hot so i turned it a little lower. Suddenly, a cake came from behind of me and all my classmates started singing the " Birthday Song " . I was so surprised once again. I didnt knew that they would have bought me a cake and remembered my birthday as well. The cake was also delicious and filling. I ate till i couldnt ate anymore. I am truly thankful to them for giving me such a wonderful time on my birthday... So THANK YOU!! ^^

The last was from my family. Eventhough they are the last ones who wished me but they were the best. I had pizza for dinner together with a box of spaghetti and drinks... Later that night, i was watching tv till they called me over to the dining table and brought out a cake. They sang the " Birthday Song " and then we started eating the cake. Eventhough the birthday cake wasn't so surprising as my mum told me that there's gonna be one but the cake was special. It was a green tea cake made up of creams and marshmellow. Frankly speaking, i hate to eat anything that has to do with green tea. However since it was my birthday, everything must go smoothly! So i tasted the cake for the first time. Man.... It tasted as if i was eating grass.. It was bitter but i ate the whole piece as we should not waste our food.

I felt really touched, joyed and surprised this birthday and hope that next year will be even better. Thank you all! I really appreciate your gifts and memories you have given me. I will always treasure them in my heart..

Friends Are Really Important In Life

How are friends important to us in life then? I will tell you why i said so. It's like this. My birthday is coming soon and my friends invited me out to celebrate my birthday. They remembered when is my birthday which makes me really happy. Futhermore, they even gave me a surprised cake to celebrate my birthday. If we want to think clearly, how many friends you have would do such a thing to you on your birthday anyway? It wont be even half maybe just one or two. However, today was different than expected.. There was not only one or two, there were more than 15 of them. Maybe this isn't what u can imagine but it's true.

My friends did came to celebrate my birthday as well as my other friends birthday who were in the same month as mine that was October. I feel really thankful and glad that i could meet them again today. Since the SPM ended, we seldom contact each other as we were too busy with our new journey in life such as going to college, university and even higher secondary schools. The only way for us to meet each other again is during the holidays where we will have gathering at some selected places. Every gathering brings back memories that were forgotten or happened in the past. It's really sweet and joyful to think bout these memories.. How we used to spend our time together at school, study together and almost do everything together at all times.

Therefore, i myself would like to thank all of you whom have treated me as a friend until now. I really appreciate our friendship and hope it can maintain at it's best till the end... ^^

My First Ever Experience

Today i went to my teacher's house with my friends. Well, my teacher whom i'm referring to is a Malay teacher. She's also my Chemistry Teacher. She's really the best teacher among all of my Form 6 teachers. We planned what to buy for her and eventually got her a small gift. It's a box of mooncakes inside as yesterday was the mooncake festival (3rd October). Hoped that she would like the gift from us.

We arrived at our teacher's house around 3pm. Well, her house wasn't as big as imagined, but who cares anyway? It isn't how rich one can be. It's how much love can a family has eventhough they are rich or poor. We were really happy to meet our teacher. Same goes to our teacher, her husband and her three sons. We enjoyed ourselves and even made everyone happy as well. This was really an unforgettable experience for us.

Tomorrow school starts again. Hmm... It's really fast isn't it? Anyway, i hope that we could visit our teacher's home again someday.

How To Solve This? Can Help Me? Anyone?

Hmm.. It's like this.. Last time i used to talk with a girl.. Then as you know, people are always the same when it comes to judging other people. Just like this for example. They will ask this question, Are you both a couple? How to response to this situation then? For me this will be my answer, " We are just friends only " . Then they will ask again, Are you sure? So i will answer them again, " Whether you believe what i'm saying or not is ur choice, because i'm not lying " . They will then reply, " Okok.. I believe you " .

To be honest with you guys, this situation has become worse. Is as if the whole school know's about you and her eventhough you keep telling them there's nothing between you two. Well, sometimes people can be so annoying. What to do? This is what you can call life. You can't have all the good things in life, sometimes there will also be things that you can't avoid it from happening to you. You can just sit and listen.

Maybe you might think this is a joke to you.. But i assure you, THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING TO ME NOW!! WHEREVER I GO, WHEREVER I SIT, WHENEVER I STOP, i will be in this situation.. But i'm getting used to it already.. HAHA!! THANKS GOD!!

If you have anoy comments or suggestions or any better ways to solve my problem, please kindly reply them in my blog.. Thanks!!

Back To Normal Again

It has been almost a week since the school holidays started for the Hari Raya festive season. It was a great joy for all the Malay's but also a happy thing for the Chinese and Indians in the school as we don't need to attend school for a week. Throughout the holidays, i went home to visit my cousins at Ipoh. As my parents have to attend their friends wedding. For your information, i don't really like to attend wedding ceremony. Even i myself don't even know why is it so. Anyway, obviously my parents went for the wedding ceremony and i went to my cousins house that day.I really love playing football and going for outdoor activities. However i don't know why the pass few days my leg cramp. At first it was my left leg, later was my other leg. The feeling of the cramp haunted my life as the pain was so awful. It was like i was born to cripple. I couldn't walk not even move a muscle when i was experiencing the cramp. Have any of you ever experience cramps in your life? Do you have any suggestions on how to solve this leg cramp problem? If you do, kindly post your comments to me.. Most welcomed.. ^^ Tomorrow school starts again. I missed school so much. Missed my friends and my teachers. As i was so bored at home during the Hari Raya festive season holidays. Everyday i wake up, i will repeat the same thing as if it was my daily duty. In fact, it was more like house chores to me. I wonder.. How much do any of you contribute at home? Have you ever helped out in the house? And are you willing to do so? For me, what i can do i will definitely do it. What i can't do, i will try my best to learn and practice doing it. I felt a little changes in me since the last time i wrote my last post that was on ' The Things I Want To Change In Life ' ... Well.. Who knows? Maybe i'm still the same, maybe im different or maybe im not..

When A Man Falls In Love With A Woman

It all started when i first saw her in my life. I just couldn't stop thinking about her then. She was on my mind wherever i go. I just have to see her again. So i be a man and went to ask for her name. After i knew her name, i felt a lot satisfied. But i was still dying to know more about her. As the day passes, we got a lot closer as if were friends since we were young. She was really facinating whenever i talk to her. The way she moves, speaks, smiles and looks are just perfect. I couldn't get my eyes out of her each time we met. Am i in love? I often asked myself this question. Maybe i am, maybe i'm not.

However, we became best friends later on. We were like brothers and sisters. Eventhough i don't have a sister, i felt like she was a sister to me. So i'm really thankful to have met her in my life. She changed my personality. Who i used to be and now is completely different. I'm like a totally different person now all thanks to her. So i would like to take this opportunity to say a big thank you to her for all that she have done for me. I have always treated her like a sister to me but i never told her that i do so. I won't want her to think anything bad about how i thought about her.

These days i rarely meet up with her but i still see her everyday. I know that we will always be best friends till the end eventhough other people say we are a couple. I never cared what others say about me. I only care what she will think about me. I know that she is a very understanding person to be friends with. See you around.. ^^

What I Want To Change In Life

I want to change the way i appear in front of people,
I want to make it a little better as if i was good at talking with other people.

I want to change the way i speak to other people,
I want to show other people that i'm not just a writer at words.

I want to change the way i interact with other people,
I want to make my interactions more cheerful and meaningful.

I want to change the way others think about me, I want to show that i'm not just a guy who doesn't know any other things besides talking.

I want to change the way i think about others,
I want to have a good impression of others wherever i go or whenever i am with them.

I want to change the actions and reactions that happened before,
I want to fix my mistakes that have occured before to prove i'm sorry for what i've done.

I want to change the way i handle with things when it happens,
I want to show to others that i'm capable of handling things on my own.

I want to change the way others think about my appearance,
I want prove this idiom " Dont judge a book by it's cover " right.

I want to change the way i react to things when it happens,
I want to show to others that i'm good when it comes to unexpected happenings.

I want to change the way i think about things in life,
I want to be different than others in a good and satisfying way.

I know that i can change all that i've mentioned in this poem as i have the confidence and will to do something as well as achieve something in life without regrets.

The Journey of The Long River Begins

Finally the moment that i have been waiting for has finally arrived. Next week is my first test for my subjects. I have been waiting quite a long time for this to approach me. Though i don't know why this often happens to me. Maybe i'm just to eager to sit for test. (Smiles) Anyway, if you were given a chance not to sit for any test or exams, would you accept the offer? Most people will accept it but i tell you honestly i won't. Why is it then? You would like to know won't you? Hmm.. It's like this when i put it into words. I feel that tests or exams are very useful in one's life. Without them, we wouldn't know how far or how much we know about something. As an example, the subject English. We may speak and listen in English but can we write well in English as well? We won't know our progress in English unless we sit for tests or exams. This is why they are useful to us in our life's. Another reason is there's some people in the world who wants to get good achievements in their life. How can they get this then? A small acheivement is from tests and exams. Larger ones are yet to come after the smaller ones have been accomplished. Here's a small advice in life.. Do only what you think that you are capable of doing and don't ever give up in life as we can all be better if we keep on trying. People one's said ' You are not finished if you fail, you are finished if you quit. Best of luck and wishes to all of you then..

Is It Wrong?

Do any of you think it is wrong to say sorry to others? For example, when you send messages to a person. Do you noticed that you will use at least one sorry in your message? Maybe you dont notice that you will do so but i will. I feel that saying sorry makes me feel a lot better than usual. You may think i'm weird but i assure you that saying sorry is more polite than saying nothing at all. Since i entered secondary, i started saying sorry whenever i think it is necessary. However my friends thinks i am weird to do so. Do you think like them about me? I just can't help myself from not saying sorry to others. I tried many times to control the word but it keeps repeating itself. Besides, don't every guy say sorry to their friends especially girls when they do or say something wrong, don't they? Unless the girl feels weird when guys say sorry to her. Have you ever tried to not say sorry in your life? Even for a day, have you tried? If you haven't you should try to do so to see how much sorry is needed in our daily life. (For those who don't like to say sorry or apologise to others) >>> It isn't too late for you to do so but is too late for you when u didn't do so. So please be yourself in your own ways to be a better person in life. I know that i can do so. Well, how about u?

IF

If you didnt see that person for sometime,
WILL YOU BE MISSING THAT PERSON?

If you didnt talk to that person whom is close with you,
WILL YOU BE THINKING ABOUT THAT PERSON?

If you cant sleep at night,
WILL YOU BE HOPING TO DREAM ABOUT THAT PERSON?

If you see that person talking with some other guy instead of you,
WILL YOU BE JEALOUS OF THE GUY?

If you always see that person in your life,
WILL YOU BE BRAVE TO EVEN SAY HELLO TO THAT PERSON?

If you have feelings for that person,
WILL YOU BE CONFESSING THEM TO THAT PERSON?

If you are rejected by that person,
WILL YOU BE CARRYING ON YOUR LIFE WITHOUT REGRET?

If you are accepted by that person,
WILL YOU BE ABLE TO CHERISH LOVE AND CARE TO THAT PERSON?

And if you are reading this poem,
DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE INVOLVE IN ANY OF THESE SITUATIONS?



Prepared By,
Blaze

A Great Experience

Today is the Prefect's Ceremony for 2009. This ceremony is mainly for the Form 5 and Upper 6 students who will be leaving school. Therefore to thank their contribution towards the school a ceremony was held. Surprisingly i became the emcee for this ceremony. Well, at 1st i was kind of shocked as i will be facing all the crowds. Eventhough i had experience standing on a stage full of people but i'm still lacking of confidence to do so once again. What i really want to do is to say THANK YOU to those who have gave me confidence and support me throughout the ceremony. Without all of you, i wont be able to do it. I finally realised that there is more to being a prefect than just doing my duty. We can experience many new and different kinds of things.Today was the 1st time i went to 'PALACE OF THE GOLDEN HORSES' . It was outstanding when i say it for the first time. And i still couldnt believe that i was having the ceremony in it. The designs of the building as well as the artifacts facinated me. Overall the place is a very nice place to visit as there are many things that you can see,touch and taste. Moreover, the food and delicacies as well as desserts were remarkable. It was as if you were in paradise. How i wished that i could cook like that as well. I had always dream to be a homemade chef when i grow up so i wont need to fully depend on people. We must learn to be independent in life. If we really want to achieve our goal in life, we must work for it and not give up. No success can be gained just by sitting and relaxing. Last but not least, i was really glad to be there as well as the host of the day. I hope i could visit the place once again. And if any of you think where is it situated, it is at Mines, KL.. You wont regret to be there i assure you.